Bad Month

July has been a bad one for me, but it's not just a downswing. I am not just losing because variance is against me. I have been making some bad decisions, and they have cost me.  It's not really fun to post like this but it's the truth, and the first thing I need to do to fix things is to admit and accept this truth. There is no better way I can think of to face this than to put it out there like this.

It sucks that I'm going to have to take a step down now. That's a far drop beginning of the month when I was looking at the idea of moving up. I even took a few shots at the bigger games, salivating at the idea of making them my new home. I'm going to work my way back now and that's just how it is. Survival is half the battle in this game and protecting the bankroll is key.

I am capable of playing better than I have. Now seems like a good time to prove it. I have set some goals for this August. It's time for me to patch up some leaks, focus on consistency, and get myself back on track.